woogity RSTPMO :)

Baby, you need to get things off your mind
I'm trying babe
If there's anything I could do, tell me please baby

This. is. annoying. You really need to say baby after every freaking sentence? No, not fucking necessary. Lol, maybe because I'm so full of anger (RAWR) but this makes me puke.

BARFFFF :)

Messages From You

this song makes me cry. I don't know why, don't judge me :(
Why isn't Drake like this anymore??????????

How can I keep doing this shit to myself?

fucking horoscope

You might wake up feeling a little under the weather, perhaps too tired to go anywhere, and you'll want to stay in. Perhaps this is the best course of action for today. You may be tired and a bit stressed out, Virgo, and more vulnerable than usual to any bugs may be going around at this time. Drink lots of juices and get some rest. Tomorrow you will probably feel much better.




IS THAT A COINCIDENCE OR WHAT?

Lord

I really miss tumblr :/ I regret deleting my account. There were some really interesting blogs that I wanted to keep in contact with and now I can't. I don't fully regret deleting my account because people from school started reading it and that was way awkward. I might leave this for good and go back to my tumblr again. & keep it far far away from facebook. Tired of this, at least I shared some interest with my used-to-be fellow tumblrgang.

I'm gonna go make it now :D

FLOWN

I really wasn't going to blog today as I had nothing to blog about. But, as I was picking out my outfit for tomorrow, I couldn't help but overhear my cousin & his girlfriend arguing. And when don't I have anything to say?! She sounded very upset, I could just feel the unhappiness in her voice. I heard him say that he needed time for things to change, and all this stuff.
My advice to her:
No matter how hard you think it might be, just let go. Everybody changes. Everything changes. Nothing stays the same BUT change. Even if it might be hard for you, create some type of distance. He's a cheater, he's cheated on you with several several girls. In fact, after he 'supposedly' hung up on you, he went downstairs because some girl was there waiting for him. And she has a boyfriend. And she knows that he has a girlfriend too. I don't exactly get the point of cheating, I mean you have someone already. If they're not who you thought they were, then just move on. There's plenty of fishes in the sea. But, my cousin, he's not worth your time. He's not about commitment, or honest relationships. The person you met and fell in love with is a stranger to the person that he is now, I'm pretty sure of it. He's treating you like a fool, as well as taking advantage of you because he knows you're going to be there when he comes back from his rendezvous. Let go. Even if it's little by little, personally, it's easier that way. And when the big bang comes when you've finally realized that this is the ultimate and complete END of a relationship, it'll be a passive bang because you've already created distance...

She's not going to read this, but just needed to get that out.

Never noticed how much I liked blogging.

Current status of my room. Now that my mom bought some new furniture, we had to stuff that huge couch in my room. So now my room looks sardine-like. Does that make sense? Anyways, I just made my sister & I some hot chocolate..it's so creamy! I can smell it :) it's really really hot though. No, nevermind, I just took two sips, and it's just warm. My sister & I bonded, yes. Earlier I gave her some honey on my finger and she didn't like it. WHAT? Honey is bomb. Maybe it was just my finger that made it taste weird. Who knows.

I'm DONE with my Anatomy work. Notice I didn't study though. I will study tomorrow, during some class. I have an early early chronic form of SENIORITIS. I don't feel like doing anything, I'm easily distracted (way more than I originally was), all I want to do is: SLEEP. Which sounds really intriguing right about now. But I'm gonna play this little cute app after and then maybe hit the hay, who knows.

I really feel like an air-head about the whole college thing. I don't know, I wasn't expecting news until way later in the school year...and I received it recently, so now I'm just like HUH? I still can't believe this is it, I'm going to college. Ok, not till a couple of months, but STILL. Oh Gosh, it's incredible. I can seriously say when I read the letter I just sat there, re-reading. My mom told my grandma before I even opened it that I got accepted because it said (on the outside) U are UA. I really had no idea, I thought it was just to let me know that they received my application. But, of course, after it sank in, I did my little paper dance, very hard to explain, it takes serious skill to do such a dance. And I did it. Because. I. am. Bomb. It came with this little car window sticker thing that says Univ. of A. (don't feel like typing the whole thing), I put that on my window because I don't have a car. I don't even have my license baha! Of course, I have to put in my enrollment deposit as well as the housing deposit and food meal and all that stuff, but that's l a t e r. So pretty soon (without you even wanting to) you're gonna be cheering for Alabama.

Oh, yeah, and the scholarships too.