look at your physique

I'm so tired and I slept the whole day. I think I might stay up and watch the lunar eclipse, if I can even see it from my house.
Uh my little angel is in fort worth, TX. So, I don't think it'll be here by tomorrow. But, if it IS here by tomorrow, I would love USPS for ever!
I'm also gonna order some books from Borders soon, I don't know which ones. I would do so after I finish my homework. Which I don't feel like doing.

I digress!!

I'm gunna let u be leave u with what u believe but trust me when I say it will never be the same. I felt that way b4 u even came to realize what you were trying to say. I moved on way b4 you think and believe me i wont let it b the same

Oh..I just had to. You're gonna let me be? Okaaaaaaaay, why are you reading my blog then replying to it with a post? 'it will never be the same'? I've arrived at that conclusion decades ago, thanx captain obvious. 'I felt that way b4 u even came to realize what you were trying to say.' Does this even make sense? What was I trying to say? Wanna elaborate? 'I moved on way b4 you think and believe me i wont let it b the same'? You moved on? Lol, really? Then.........uh, answer this:
-why read my blog?
-why read my blog?
-why read it?
I mean, if a person has moved on and is completely okay and satisfied with where they are at, like you seem to be, why retrogress back to their 'past life' and read about someone they supposedly moved on from? Which is the sole reason why I changed my url, I didn't want you to see my posts. I guess it makes you the stronger person because you don't have to actually ask how's my life or anything like that because you read about it. But, then, I chose NOT to change my url because it's funny that you pretend you have no interest in me at all, and allegedly 'moved on' but in fact you haven't because, I can't stress this enough, you read my blog. And I'm not going to stop blogging, Christopher, so uh, if you're gonna type some BS to try to make me feel bad/sad or anything similar, look at yourself first & all your pathetic-ness.

Gracias.

sunset

Ordered this beauty today (red one), can NOT wait until it gets here! Thanks mom!

Foolish

See when I get the strength to leave you always tell me that you need me, and I'm weak because I believe you, and I'm mad because I love you So I stopped to think that maybe you could learn to appreciate me; then it all remains the same that you ain't never gonna change.
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I guess I kind of was trying to say something when I posted the 'Messages From You' video....

God, they only thing I beg you is to please let me move fucking on. Please, just that one thing. Waste of my fucking time. You would think this would be easy but it's not. God just help me.

falalalaLA

Due to the fact that I was stuck in the house all day babysitting, I was growing boooooooored. So! There's nothing better than a culinary project right? I wasn't in the mood for cakes/muffins/cupcakes or anything with flour, so I decided coffee it is. I'm not a big fan of hot coffee, I lean towards iced lattes/fraps/iced anything, but either way I decided to make a latte, homemade latte. I added some honey too, extra foam delish!
Oh, and I also got paid today $$$$$$$$$$$$.

i have to

I'M GOING TO RANT BECAUSE I AM FCUKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING.
I hate people.
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this is too funny:
SO, I go check on my Rutgers & Penn State admission status (not that I care) but just to see, ya know. And they got my SAT scores, and everything, except my fucking transcripts. HA! Wtf goes on in my school's office? I gave those shitz to my counselor the first week of November, there's NO WAY they can't be there by now. LOL! This is why I HATE my counselor, but whatever, there's no way I'm going to Rutgers because it's like high school all over again because majority of the seniors are going there, so that's a definite NO. Penn State was a back-up just in case UA didn't accept me....BUT, they did! My school is sooooooooooo careless!

Oh! And yesterday I got an application for a student credit card! I'm gonna apply for it online now....lol here come the debbbbbbbbbbbbttttttttssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nono, I wouldn't do that to my mom, i'll spend WITH consideration ;) aaahh i'm gonna have a CC! :D

Ah, you have to be 18. No surprise there.