banana dilemma

Really quick before I go work out, BANANAS DO calm me down! Bananas have tryptophan, which is an amino acid, actually an essential amino acid because the body can't really synthesize it. Tryptophan produces a chemical reaction to make another compound, called serotonin. And serotonin "is a well-known contributor to feelings of well-being; therefore it is also known as a "happiness hormone" despite not being a hormone."

So they do make me calm down I just researched that ^
lol i had to

really?

I don't feel like ranting, cursing, getting more pissed off, writing a whole bunch tonight. I made a tough decision tonight and that's that. I'm just super upset and really I don't know what to do. Hopefully, painting my nails, moving my stuff into another bag, and eating a banana will help me calm down.

In all honesty

If i never texted you that night I probably wouldn't miss you, but now I do -_-

This is all happening too soon..

I finally got the shoes! I also found a picture that looks more like my dress, here it is:

That's Keri Hilson

Ahhhhhh! It's so so so glamorous and exactly like the one I have, it even has those jewels in the middle! I'm getting excited as I type, but I can't help it . It's such a great contrast to my skin color, the only thing that's significantly different is that my dress is more ivory and this dress is more of a nude color.

These are the shoes I was going to buy:

So sexy! But they're really tall and so I feared that my dress wouldn't hit the ground, so I didn't buy that beauty.
I got these instead. Still hot, still platforms, but not so tall. They look super comfy too, so as of now I love them!

All I'm missing is my clutch, not a date :) Most likely I'll end up going with a group of friends, I can't wait!

Hey Red Sox,

I liked the way you played tonight.

my obsession

Friday I went shopping! I bought so maaany things for just $31! I was super super excited then, and I'm super super excited to wear these things now. So, because I don't have a camera (LOL) I can't take pictures of it, but I'll look for some pictures that look similar to what I got. I found some of my friends there and I showed them what I got and they were kind of set back and did a double take, but it's funny and incongruent because when they see me in school they compliment my clothing. Maybe it's because I wasn't in it the reason why they didn't like it, but I love what I wear, so it doesn't matter.

The shirt that I got is somewhat like this except it's not gray. Actually, the print has to be one of the things I LOVE about this shirt. It's black and white and has this geometric/flowery print, so hot!

I got this little treasure, well something like it! I love love love it because it's great when you don't want to wear a big bag, this little compact purse comes in handy!
I've been dying for one of these belts, finally have one!

And I got three blazers I ADORE. They're all vintage, and different shades but I couldn't find any online that looked like them, but everybody knows what blazers look like so I gave up. Since they're all vintage, they came with shoulder pads, I'm not quite sure if I should remove the shoulder pads or not because it all depends on how they would look when I pair them with an outfit, but they don't look so bad with the shoulder pads. I was extremely extremely happy I found such things and I can't wait to wear them. I have to do some laundry first though because all my clothes are dirty. So, that is it for my clothes haul, I was just so excited I needed to share!

Wish List:

1. Jessica Simpson Shoes

-She has the greatest collection of shoes! Not pricey at all!

I tried those super tall sexy heels on at Macy's and I completely fellll in love! Even though they're so tall, they're so comfy, I just love them. I love alll her shoes!

2. Harem Pants

I need a pair!

3. Anything with Spring colors.

4. Classy Rainboots

5. Thin belts

6. Silk Jumpsuit or a Romper

7. Black and White striped blazer

8. Oxfords

I need them.

I'm not photogenic

I don't understand how a camera could cost more than a $1,000 but the Nikon Digital SLR cameras go waaaay beyond that. My brother, or sister broke the only digital camera we had, it's just a simple digital camera, not a Nikon or a professional one, but now I really really want a Nikon. I think I've talked about this before, but I just needed to emphasize my love for these cameras. The cheapest one is $499 and, if I had the money, I would so invest on it because I love to take abstract pictures, but my phone takes crappy pictures so I don't post them.

Before this fall, I would HOPEFULLY own one.

Or any digital camera, I guess.

Actually, any Nikon camera would do.