I'm happy.

time is money pimpin'

Moving on and moving forward. I appreciate anyone and everyone who decides to stay in the next portion of my life. I know for a fact that the move would cause some of my relationships to turn for the worse, and barely if any for the better. My family, of course, would always be with me but the relationships with my friends I know are long gone. I can't say much about my relationship with Chris because that's a whole other category, but I'm pretty sure he's not going to budge.

Barely a few weeks after graduation and right away you see everyone's true colors. I should disactivate my facebook...

its my twisted way

oldness

It really sucks not being able to blog about something you really want to :(
But, whatever...


My house is too weird. Okay, first from my room in the middle of the night some days I hear this little girl scream, "Daddy!" She does this several times & I'm just too afraid to look out of the window..

And, now, while at my grandma's room I hear scratching noises in the ceiling, according to a website,
"Could be mice, rats, bats, opossums, or raccoons, all of which are nocturnal animals. The level of sound can be deceiving, depending on factors like acoustics or location. Sometimes rats can sound very loud, and raccoons quiet. This is where an inspection of the house and attic or crawl space will reveal what types of critters you're dealing with."

I don't know who's going to be crawling up in the attic and all, but it definitely WON'T be me...just putting it out there...

can't feel my face

I don't think anyone in this earth blogs quite as much as I do. Nobody reads this anyway, so what the hell, its a venting mechanism. It is currently 5:22 am and I haven't been able to sleep specifically because I slept late today, like 1 pm late, and it has come to my attention that that's all I do during the weekdays: stay up really late, sleep until pretty late. But this all stops now, well at least ill try to stop it. I'm going to try to wake up moderately early and start my day: workout, eat good/healthy breakfast, take a shower, wash hair...look nice and presentable, something I've been lacking in. Waking up when half of the day is over won't be in my schedule anymore. Well, I hope it isn't. I should probably wake up at about 11:30 later because I still need some sleep.
Goodnight/Goodmorning,
Nicky

leaving.

I think majority of my friends can relate to my blog title. They're all leaving! Thursday, one of my closest friends left for college, I guess she's starting early, to finish early. Sent her a cute little farewell message :) Saturday, well today, in insomniac terms, my other close friend leaves for Rutgers for their summer program, I believe. Oh, she's gonna party it up over there once the school year starts as she's already crazy as it is. AND on Sunday, my other friend leaves to college for the summer program. Speaking about partying, we're gonna be partying it up tomorrow before her farewell. Which is weird because I haven't really been in the 'party mood' for a while, which is so not me because I'm borderline cray cray (crazy). I'm gonna miss these girlies dearly, I wish them the total best in college & all their future endeavors.


I was going to post some pictures, but the camera is in my mother's room & I don't feel like going as it is pitch black & accidentally bumping into something & waking up the whole neighborhood. I'll leave with these words for now...

Farewell.

this is probably going to kill me