Saturday, July 31, 2010

oooo ooo oooo



I LOVE THIS SONG!

i hate paid programming!

omG! I have so much to blog about I dont even know where to start! I'm pretty darn obsessed with tumblr! i.cant.get.enough. It's just so darn friendly! Ok ok, I haven't done shit. Like all the books I have to read and stuff? Haven't even finished ONE! And I have a month to go, btw. UGH UGH UGH, MY LIFE!
Anyways, it's 2:43 am and my neighbors are LOUD. Ok, I get it's friday and all, but you can take your damn hookah/marijuana/drinking party inside! I don't wanna hear you and I dont wanna get high either..if it's possible to get high even though I'm not near them. By the way, I don't like my neighbor. You know those people that are old, with kids, and REFUSE REFUSE to age with decency..that's HER. Can you stop freaking partying and shit? Have you got no fucking brains? You've got a kid, are you not embarrassed by the way you act in front of him? Oh, and while you're at it, would you stop fucking my cousin. K, thanks. I mean, I think she's the one who messed up my dad...more than he already was. After he started hanging out with her, she introduced him to some of her friends, and he's been playing my mom with them. She turned him into what she is: he refuses to fucking age! He has young friends and he's been working out like a damn crackhead all the time. Do you want to be effin anorexic? Cuz, you're on your way...he's not even fat! He's just a muscular guy..what more do you want to lose? And then he starts putting his losing weight pressure on me..and everything goes downhill from there. Oh! And now he's 'supposedly' planning to go to Miami with his friends and shit. ARE YOU TWENTY-ONE? Nevermind the fact that he didn't even invite us cuz that's pretty predictable..but really? What are you gonna do? Go clubbing? Make out with girls half your age? Get drunk? Do stupid stuff teenagers would do? Wait, I don't even know what they find fun in you though! When you're here you're a party pooper. Complaing about everything. You don't want anybody making noises or being loud. And now you're the life of the party, eh? Wish you luck.

Another thing that's on stupid facebook is shoutout videos. REALLY? You're gonna make a video to shout out people? How RIDICULOUS is that? I mean, I get the shouting out in a video if the video is about something else..but a video JUST FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE of shouting out?! Lame, why do I even have these wack people as friends anyway? GET AWAY.

Something I found out! If you go to google, type in 'lol limewire' and then click 'i'm feeling lucky' the funniest thing will pop out! That definitely would make ANYONE'S day, for shizzle!

I've been enjoying photography like no other. Chris, buy me a professional photography camera, like Nikon or something. Pleeeeease?

My day at the park was okay...did two laps around :) one i walked, the other i ran/jogged. I don't know how to jog, I'm weird. I always speed up and act like someone/something is chasing me. I can't ever take it slow and jog correctly. Anyway, after I went to my mom bro and sis..and the little ones were getting wet...they have these fountain type things and you can get under them and get wet and all..they had fun. My sister she filled a bottle with water...took it to the little playing gym thingy whatever, she wet the slide with the water, slides down and then says "water slide" ahaha! How smart/cute/funny/adorable. hehe!

AND i'll leave you, my darling blog, on a funny note:


"you need to hide your kids, hide your wife, hide your husband..."

So darn ghetto!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

really high up anus.

--why is it that when my room gets really hot, i turn the AC on and after 5mins its FREEZING in here! So then I get up and turn it on again..i'ts a damn cycle and I'm hot.
--i made a tumblr, yess. I love tumblr really. It's pretty addicting and everyone's friendly and everyone follows you. It's awesome. Dont be jealous, blogger, you would ALWAYS have a place in my corazon. It really isnt for long blogs, like this. So I'm deff keeping this, just deleting the other one. I love you Blogger.
--I FIXED MY LAPTOP. OMG, YES! All by myself :) I'm so proud of myself, GOOGLE HELPS!! I can't depend on my cousin for it, so iiiiiii did it!
--MY dad came today. I swear all he talked to me about was me 'losing my shape' and me getting fat and how fat i am and shit. My mom was totally behind it too. She's such a two-faced hypocrite. She talks all this crap about him behind his back and when he's here she's like fucking goo-goo ga ga over him. STFU already, i started exercising today, happy?
SEE WHY I CANT TELL THESE PEOPLE SHIT?
im tired of this effin look of my blog. too damn fruity.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Sooo fucking upset. People just don't fucking now to be fucking grateful. Regret that last post. Can't stress the fact of how alone I really am. How I love life. I regret ever meeting you.

Whole.

I don't know. I don't think I'll ever be fully happy probably until I've been on my own, doing things I like to do, and when I'm finally face-to-face with you.

Monday, July 26, 2010

On LOWcacation! yeaaah

Im thinking about quitting blogger
:-O
and making a tumblr. It's way better, quicker and artsy-ish. The only 'bad' thing is that I wont have really long blogs like I do here. (first i was watching the dew tour..pretty cool skateboarding. Now i'm watching Kim Possible..omg i loved this show! Especially Ron & Rufus..they barely give it anymore :(..they pretty much play retarded shows which is why I dont watch disney channel anymore) K, anyways. I might switch to tumblr..if not i'll just delete my other blog and use tumblr for that one. Yeah, that sounds better.

Day 13 – This week, in great detail

This week was alright, busy wise. Monday-Thursday I had that Nurse Camp. Monday, my mom and I went through the wrong entry and we pretty much went around half the school and still we couldn't find the hall we were supposed to be at. Then she started blaming me, it's all my fault...as always. Then, I just couldnt take it anymore so I just told her to leave me at the campus police station and that I'll find my way around. So, I went in, I asked, and they told me where to go. Surprisingly, my mom was outside..so she took me to the right entry. The whole day was sssslllooooooooooow! So was Tuesday..just pretty much lectures and stuff. I passed my CPR test! Woot! So I pretty much have 2 certifications..the first time I passed it with an 85..this time I passed it with a 100! The test that I really need to pass is my written test for driving. BLAH!

Wednesday & Thursday were the best. We had clinicals! Wed we went to the hospital and thurs we did home care. What I liked about Thursday was the lecture after. This RN that worked in Labor & Delivery pretty much talked to us. It was the most interesting lecture and I adored it! And when I'm a nurse, I want to have the chance to work there. The thing is that it's pretty tough to get in to that section of the hospital. And maybe I'll have to work as a staff nurse first THEN make my way up there. That really brought me down :( ..but if you want something you're gonna have to work for it, right? So that's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna be great thru college, take my certification test, then start to work :) hopefully i'll work in Labor & Delivery :)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Red red red lucious lipppps..muah!

SO Sorry! Oh, my dearest blog, I've missed you. ahaha I've been pretty busy with the nurse camp I was in but now it's over! I met pretty cool people and I've never been more positive about something in my life, but...I want to be a nurse. Yes, an RN. yesss! I'm so excited for myself, it's pretty darn hilarious. This is the whole break down, yo! It usually takes about 4 years..the four years in college to graduate with a bachelors degree of Science in Nursing. After that, I have to figure out where I'm gonna live (pretty much)so I can take the certification test at the state where I want to live. But in some states, you can pass the certification. Like if I am certified as an RN to practice nursing in a state, other states MAY allow me to just pass the certification without having to pay or take the test again...or..something like that. But yeah, I can get a job for a couple of years, then depending on how my life is, I can go back to get my masters. I am such a nerd. See how I'm planning out my life without even knowing anything?

Anyway, back to the whole daily blog things.....

Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
For the summer, I usually use lighter bags not big ones and I avoid leather bags too. My current bag is pretty small and it's a shoulder bag. So it don't stuff it with things like I usually do with the bigger bags so yeah...it's all just junk

this is what's in my bag :)
-a whole bunch of papers
-a little alcohol packet for disinfecting and all...im weird o.O
-bracelets..the colorful ones I got from Disney World :)
-my ring..its colorful
-my lip balm
-pencils/pens
-my wallet..filled with change, yesss
-my cousin's headphones -_-